e3 : “entertainment, epistemology, empowerment.”

If youre just visiting “Ratchet_Ravings” here @ www.jAESEN.com for the first time know this:
The people on this group are the people that you depend on.
We install your equiptment. We cook your meals and provide your supplements.
We haul your trash. We sell your gym memberships. We connect your calls.
We drive your ambulances. We make the movies that you are about to watch.
We guard you while you sleep. Do not fuck with us…

If you are a newly register commenting and contributing member of this site:
This is a chemical burn. It will hurt more than any pain you have ever previously known, in a way you previously could not have imagined.
You will be burned, and you will have a scar.
Stay with the pain.
Don’t shove to center. Do NOT seek out your “happy-place”.
Look at your hand.
The first soap was made by the ashes of heroes, like the first monkey shot into space. Without pain without sacrifice, we would have nothing.
This is your pain. This is burning hand. It’s right here. Don’t deal with it the way those dead people do! Come on! What your feeling is premature enlightenment. This is the greatest moment of your life, man, and you’re off somewhere missing it. Our fathers were models for god. If our fathers bailed, what does that tell you about god? listen to me. You have to consider the possibility that god does not like you. He never wanted you. In all probability, he hates you. This is not the worst thing that can happen. We don’t need Him. Fuck damnation Fuck redemption. We’re are gods unwanted children? So be it!! listen!! You can run water over your hand and make it worse or…look at me.. or you can use vinegar to neutralize the burn. First you have to give up. First you have to know, not fear, know that someday you’re gonna die. Its only after you’ve lost everything that you’re free to do anything.

To all the active members of Ratchet_Ravings:
Listen up, butter_cup.
You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake.
You’re the same decaying organic matter as everything else.
You’re not your job. You’re not how much money you have in the bank. You’re not the Porsche that you drive. You’re not the contents of your wallet.
You are not the remaining 23 months of your 2 year gym membership….
You are not your fucking khakis.

warning post 01.01.2008

“Congratulations” Finally!
…. you are one step closer to hitting bottom.

J.