e3 : “entertainment, epistemology, empowerment.”

I keep a close watch on this h e a r t of mine.
I keep my eyes wide open all the time~
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds.
Because you’re mine,
I walk the line.

I find it very, very easy to be true.

I find myself alone when each day is through.

Yes, I’ll admit that I’m a fool for you.
Because you’re mine,

I walk the line.

As sure as night
is dark
and day
is light,
I keep you on my mind both day and night.

And happiness I’ve known proves that it’s right.
Because you’re mine,
I walk the line.

You’ve got a way to keep me on your side.
You give me cause for love that I can’t hide.
For you, I know I’d even try to turn the tide.
Because you’re mine,
I walk the line.

~ chris d a u g h t r y

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I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more….

so much more.

I lay dying
and I’m p o u r i n g c r i m s o n regret and betrayal.

I’m dying, praying, bleeding and screaming~

am I too lost to be saved?

am I too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

do you remember me ?

lost for SO long
will you be on the other side ?

or will you f o r ge t me

I’m dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved

am I too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

I want to die!!!

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will I be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide

tourniquet / Amy Lee
[song in following post:angel without her wings / 2 ]

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Some of u have COMMENTED on the “AnorexiA ” posts i have done.previously…
because i left them “open“. Open to the readers interpretation and personal emotion towards the piece.
Some of the pictures are “outrageOus” to say the least~ although i believe that they are not done for “shockValue” alone….

the posts have been called: “most unusual“, “sad“, “disturbing“, “wrong“, “obscene“.

interesting. ANd i post what I deem of importance.

i’ve heard it said that ” c o n t r o v e r s i a l ” merely means that you STAND for something.
Hm.

The ONE regret that i have had since my brother set up this site is that i have REMOVED/DELETED some post that some of you have found “offensive in nature” or “non-politically correct”.
i valued what YOU thought, and what you thought of Me~
over my personal core Values and Beliefs.

So, no offense. If you were one of those people that influenced me beyond my better judgement~
If i removed or deleted a Post on your behalf or at your request?
For those of you “sensitive” to “disturbances” in others,
without a common, similar sense of obligation, compassion or empathy?

“fuck you”

i’ve recently made personal acquaintance with _one who is a :
c u t t er * …

* Self-injury (SI) or self-harm (SH)
is deliberate injury inflicted by a person upon his or her own body without suicidal intent.
Some scholars use more technical definitions related to specific aspects of this behavior.
These acts may be aimed at relieving otherwise unbearable emotions, sensations of unreality and numbness.
It is listed in the DSM-IV-TR as a symptom of borderline personality disorder
and is sometimes associated with mental illness, a history of trauma and abuse, eating disorders, or mental traits such as low self-esteem or perfectionism. There is a positive statistical correlation between self-injury and emotional abuse.
Non-fatal self-harm is c o m m o n in young people worldwide
and due to this prevailance the term self-harm is increasingly used to denote any non-fatal acts of deliberate self-harm,
irrespective of the intention.

If _she ever frequents here…
“My prayers are with you in your time of loss…”

~ j ae s e n

We are ALL broken in our own way. Maybe that’s what makes us beautiful.

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how can you see into my eyes like open doors ?

leading you down into my core ~ where I’ve become so numb, without a soul~
my spirit
sleeping
somewhere cold

until you f i nd i t there and l e a d i t b ac k h o m e

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)

c a l l my n am e
and
s a v e me
from the dark

(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can’t just leave me

b r e a t h e into me and make me real

bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love

~ darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can’t believe I couldn’t see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything

without a thought
without a voice
without a soul

don’t let me die here
t h e r e m u s t be s o m e t h i n g m or e
bring me to life

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie~ there’s nothing inside

~Group Artist of the Year: e vanescence

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\\\ In the end….?

you will T h a n k m e .

Td

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Don’t cry to me.
If you loved me?
You would be here with me!

You want me?
Come find me!

Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?

So maybe?
you can remember yourself~

Can’t keep believing,
We’re only deceiving ~

ourselves.

And I’m sick of the lie,
And you’re too late.

Don’t cry to me.

If you loved me,
You would be here with me.

You want me?!?!

Come find me.

Make up your mind.

Couldn’t take the blame.
Sick with shame.

Must be exhausting to lose your own game.

Selfishly hated,
No wonder you’re jaded.

You can’t play the victim this time,
……………………………..And you’re too late.

Don’t cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me?
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never c a l l m e when you’re sober.

You only want it cause it’s over,

It’s over.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - y o u w e r e n e v e r m i n e .

So don’t cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.

Don’t lie to me,
Just get your things.
I’ve made up your mind.

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How dare you say that my behavior is~ … unacceptable?!
So condescending,
… unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do? ~ you’ll need a miracle

You drain me dry… and make me wonder why I’m even here
This ddouble viisiion I was seeing is finally clear~
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin’ tread the ground that I’m walking on

When it gets cold outside~ and you got nobody to love
You’ll understand what I mean when I say
There’s no way we’re gonna give up

And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams

“Is there anyone out there….?”
~ cause it’s getting harder and harder to breathe

Is there anyone out there~ cause it’s getting harder and harder to breathe

Hoping and praying
somebody,
someday,
will love you….
and
f u c k y o u
like I did

is there anyone out there cuz its gettin harder and harder to breathe

M a r 0 0 N

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…heart ~ c a v e
i n :

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L O V E is a great thing,….
a great and thorough good.

By itself it makes that which is heavy light;
and it bears evenly all that is uneven.

It carries a burden which is no burden;
it will not be kept back by anything low and mean;
It desires to be free from all wordly affections,
and not to be entangled by any outward prosperity,
or by any adversity subdued.

Love feels no burden,
thinks nothing of trouble,
attempts what is above its strength,
pleads no excuse of impossibility.

It is therefore able to undertake all things.

Love completes many things and warrants them to take effect,
where he who does not love would faint and lie down.

Though weary,
it is not tired;

though pressed,
it is not straightened;

though alarmed,
it is not confounded;
as a living flame it forces itself upwards and securely passes through all.

but
Love is active and sincere,
authentic and courageous…

Love is patient,
love is faithful…. love is true.

~t h o m a s a k e m p i s

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No one worth possessing,
…can ever be quite possessed.

~ s a r a t e a s d a l e

Accept the things to which fate binds you,
and love…..
love the people with whom fate brings you together~

do so with all of your heart.

~ m a r c u s a u r e l i u s

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i think about what’s left behind when we leave this world….
and at the end of this LiFE,… i know that i will not remember everything that happend to me.
it is my wish, though, that we remember our most “magic~moment”.

one of mine was looking into the eyes of my beloved by candle-light…
and hearing through head-phones as tracy chapman sang this song~
this message which expresed all that darcy could not say….
while the candle~light flickered…. darcy watched in wonder at my eyes,
and then my facial expressions….
she listened to my breathing,
as it altered, and changed… and she placed her hand on my heart….

i began to cry with love, ….
and then she began to cry
as she wiped my tears away~
it was truly one
of the most touching,
authenticlly passionate
and
beautiful
moments
in my current lifetime.

“The meeting of two
p e r s o n a l i t i e s ….

is like the contact
of
two chemical substances;

…. if there is any reaction,

both

are:

t r a n s f o r m e d.”

~jung

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….yeah,
i thought
u
would
like this one DAN
~thanks fer finally stoppin’ by “MOVIE” man *lol*
Mistuh “HollyWOOD”

Now leave a comment, so i know you’ve been here!!!

[luv 'ya man~ seriously... thanks for being a beautiful influence in my life. J.]

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“L O V E
is composed of a single soul….
inhabiting two bodies.”

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L O V E
comes when maipulation stops…
when u think more about the other person
than you do
his/her reAction(s) TO you.

Love commences when u dare to be vulnerable.

~dr. joyce brothers

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“my LiFE with u means e v e r y t h i n g….

… i won’t give up that easily.”

performed by: C h r i s D a u g h t r y

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“We know that we have passed from death into Life,…
because we love.”

~John 3:14

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“Love possesses not, nor will love be “possessed”…

for love
is sufficient
unto love.”

~ k a h l i l k i b r a n

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LADIES and GENTLEMEN!!! YOUR ATTENTION PleASE:

“Your eyes and your ears will be BLEEDing!!! “

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Jules ~
Ezekiel 25:17

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