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remarkable character

Everyone’s tired of broken relationships and adultery.
The connection between King Leonidas and Queen Gorgo is very strong, and the two have an unbreakable relationship, even when her husband is off to fight oceans of Persians, severely out numbered.

A true Queen, she will do anything to take her Stand for her Man.

I have been burned. I am still standing.
The Relationship I had did not “break” me, as I find hope and strength in the relationship and Bond that Leonidas and Gorgo have together.

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love is here

“Just to be with you…”

I’ve heard it said that a man would climb a mountain…
just to be with the one he loves~
ah, but how many times has he broken that promise?
For it has never been done.

Just to be with you?
I’d do anything…
~there’s no price I would not pay.

Just to be with you?
I’d give everything.
I’d give my life away~

And I’ve heard it said that a man would swim the entire ocean
just to be with the one he loves~

All of those dream are but empty motion
It has never been done.

Just to be with you? I’d do anything.
There’s no price I would not pay.

Just to be with you? I would give everything.
I would give my life away.

And I know that you don’t understand
the fullness of my love…

And I know that you don’t realize~
how much that I give you…
And I promise I would do it all again.

Just to be with you I’ve done everything..
there’s no price I did not pay.

Just to be with you I gave everything~
Yes I gave my life away.

I gave my life away just to be with you…

…or nothing at all.

faceless
i n t e n t i o n

An intresting distinction to a recent Post:
her name is: “d e s i r e”

Follow along:

Set an honourable intention,
ardently believe it,
… and remain non~attached to the
specifics or time frame of your goal.

[If your intention is life situation orientated,
that I believe,
can be more specific~ otherwise
:]

Have your intention be about:
the “ k i n d ” of person your heart would desire~
but without a
[specific/my] face attached
.

Choose to have your intention be:

…About the kind of movie you would like to watch with a loved one…
without a specific Actor or Actress that would need to be in the starring role.

…About the kind of home you would wish to live in…
without a specific house in mind,
or a specific address,
or even specific location/country attatched.

…About the kind of car you would like to ride in with your best friend…
without a specific “hood-badge” or “brand” or “model” attached.

….About the type of Character and Value that develops,
and that your future children would have…
without being bound or irrevokably attatched to the desire of these future children being borne specificlly:
blonde hairedandbleu~eyed“”
or even as a “boy” v. a baby “girl“….

Be Blessed!~

“Be blessed by who you are,
and who you and your significant other become with the birth of your new~borne.”

Desires” are NOT designed to be “wisps of smoke“~
frustrating because they are unattainable and far away.

Desires themselves do not promote a feeling of “lack” “absence” or “loss” when not fully realized or absolutely present~
desire only promotes this type of suffering when we are inappropriotely ATTATCHED.

Instead,
honourable desire gives to us the heart-felt sensation of promise
and hope when present on the appreciative journey of fullfillment towards that desire.

Nicely said. ~There is a feeling of empowerment in the above view point.

Discover that distinction as i did, as it unfolds itself to you…
as she reveals more and more of her mystery to you~

Cease to Struggle.

Release the suffering.

Live with Intention.

~The above was inspired [co/written] by: d a r c y w.

original posting 2/4/08@11:27

love as though _u have never been hurt ~

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create: meaning

“To live is to suffer,
to survive is to find meaning in the suffering”.

R o b e r t a F l a c k

e3
now at: www.JAESEN.com ;)

The LAUNCH is underway!
We are now officially @ www.jaesen.com !!!
~kudos to WebMaster: DirectorDan

If you think you’ve experienced ALL that the e3 website has to offer?

Th!nk Again. :D

CHANGE is good!
(… and change isah comin’!)

THis website started off as a “Professional Poker Player” site,
but, for lack of a better word has: “evolved”

All catagories are in the proccess of being revised;
and the search feature to your LEFT is being updated to make what you’re looking for better and easier.

Try it! ~ then LEAVE YOUR COMMENTS at the bottom of individual POSTS.

I’ve also been playing with the TIMESTAMP and re-arranging some of the previous posts~
back dating~
future dating~
putting some POST items in a more cohesive chronological order: Original Post: April 2006

If you’ve been just “checking the Front Page” lately for new stuff?

You’ve missed a bunch!

POST are now easiliest accessed through: CATAGORY or SEARCH feature~ with over 1,000 more post being added over the next few weeks!

Use the SEARCH feature / to your left
or DRiLL a blue highlighted CATAGORY above each post or visit a particular DAY; Month and Year in the ARCHIEVE section.

Also~ check out our new QUOTE widget. Lemme know if you have a fav Quote you’d like to add!

Surf around a bit~ get engaged:
be brave, and add your own personal comment.

Surf around abit… i encourage you to Explore.

Enjoy the ride, and if you need anything?
jaesens.passion@gmail.com =)

J A E S E N and the fine folks contributing to: e3

wax william

“…except, of course, the subject that was just under discussion.”

“i regret that i have but one life…”


A voodoo doll must find the courage
to save his friends from being pinned to death.

Created at the UCLA Animation Workshop, with music by Nick Fevola.
Release date: June 7th 2008
Format: HD 1920×1080 px, 16:9
Running time: 4:07s

HIGHdef Download of:

sebastian’s VooDoo
< < < HERE

The Professional ~
["That's not the shape of my heart..."]*

Professional assassin Leon reluctantly takes care of 12-year-old Mathilda, a neighbor whose parents are killed, and teaches her his trade.


“If you want a job done well hire a professional.”

And perhaps my most favourite musical performance:

inspired by: s t i n g

Moonlighting
“What a wonderful world…”

it means every thing.

Right now
?
Guilt is turning someone you love …

I N s i de O U T.

defining factor: Human Emotion



DECISIONS
shape DESTINY

The 2 primary patterns~
The invisible Forces that shape us:
a) our [physcial/emotional] state: SHORT TERM
b) our paradym or our model of the world: LONG TERM
Our view of the World; [Our World View] is the shaper of our Meaning, Emotion and Actions


M A S T E R
L E S S O N S

These are the 3 DECISIONS we are making every moment of our Lives:

1. What am i going to FOCUS on?
f o c u s = feeling

2. What does it MEAN?
is this an “ending” or a “new begginning” ?
am i being “punished” or “rewarded” ?

3. What am i going to DO?
are you going to “give up”?
or are you going to “move forward” ?

A. J. R o b b i n s

*click above on the LINK to view the Lesson

namaste

n a m a s t e :
Literally means
I humbly bow to you

As a greating or salutation it is often given additional meaning:

“the Divine in me honors the Divine in you.”

love’s elusive embrace~

love’s elusive embrace~

WHEN I FEEL DEEP LOVE I FEEL SAD AT THE SAME TIME. WHY?

Real love always brings sadness. It is inevitable - because love creates a space which opens new doors to your being. Love brings a twilight situation.

In the moment of love you can see what is unreal and what is real. In the moment of love you can see what is meaningless, what is meaningful, and at the same time you see you are rooted in the meaningless - hence sadness. In the moment of love you become aware of your ultimate potential, you become aware of the farthest peak, but you are not there - hence sadness.

You see a vision but it is a vision, and within a moment it will be gone. It is as if God has spoken to you in a dream and when you are awake you miss it. You know something has happened but it has not become a reality. It was just a passing breeze.

If love does not create sadness then know well it is not love. Love is bound to create sadness - the greater the love, the greater will be the sadness in the wake of it.

Love opens the door to God. Two hearts come close, very, very close, but in that very closeness they can see the separation - that is the sadness. When you are far away you cannot see it so clearly. You know you are separate but when you desire to be one with somebody and you long for it and there is great passion for it and you come close and you come close and then comes a moment when you are very, very close but beyond which you cannot go, you are stuck - suddenly you become sad. The goal is so close by and yet it is beyond reach.

Sometimes after love you will fall into a deep frustration. Those who have not known love have not known the real misery, they have not known the real anguish. They live a flat kind of life. They have not known the peaks so they are not aware of the valleys. They have not reached to the maximum so they think that whatsoever they are doing is what life is supposed to be like. In love for a moment you become that which you should be. But it is only momentary.

If you want it to become an eternal reality for you then love itself is not enough - then prayer will be needed. Love makes you aware of this need - and unless you start moving in prayer, love will create more and more sadness.

You cannot become One in love. You can only have an illusion of becoming One.
And that is the great desire~ how to be One,
how to be One with The Alpha and Omega,

The Great “I AM”,
how to fall in rapport with reality,
how to disappear utterly into Something greater than our selves…

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note: the above came from the insights of an Indian Yoga-instructor who recieves credit for the insights, but whose name is unknown to me :(*

inside my heart is breaking…

Empty spaces - what are we living for?
Abandoned places - I guess we know the score..
On and on…

Does anybody know what we are looking for?

Another hero - another mindless crime.
Behind the curtain, in the pantomime.
Hold the line~
Does anybody want to take it anymore?

The Show must go on!

The Show must go on!
Inside my heart is breaking;
my make-up may be flaking…
But my smile, still, stays on!

Whatever happens, I’ll leave it all to chance.

Another heartache - another failed romance.

On and on!

Does anybody know what we are living for?
I guess i’m learning
I must be warmer now..
I’ll soon be turning round the corner now.

Outside the dawn is breaking,
But inside,
in the dark,
I’m aching
to be free!

My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies,
Fairy tales of yesterday, will grow old
but never die,
I can fly, my friends!

The Show must go on!

I’ll face it with a grin!
I’m never giving in!
On with the show!

I’ll top the bill!
I’ll overkill!
I have to find the will
to carry on!

On with the,
On with the show!

One of the purest voice of our generation:

F R E D D Y M e r c u r y

En Tus Brazos [In Your Arms]

A beautiful, passionate tango animation:

Legend

Lilly~
dancing into darkness:

snow white willingly goes bad:

outrageous 3D animated short:
“fallen art”

FALLEN ART

This one is hard to keep [copy written] ~

Enjoy while u can:



Baginski - Fallen Art - video powered by Metacafe

Polish Animation MadMan:

Tomek Baginski

how hungry do you have to be to begin realizing your dream?

This performance of: Walking in Memphis moved me~

He is SO: in his element,
in the Moment.

i watch his eyes during his performance,
and the wonder within them….
and it gives me chiLLs.

it is as if he can SEE that this is his moment in time…
that it is a destiny point for him.

THIS is his moment.
THIS is his time.
And,,, he is humble enough to be in wonderment and amazement as he watches it unfold before him.

To live IN that moment is a gift.

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